At the end...

tgh2 sbuk menempuh hari2 yg mendatang, tanpa sedar, my 6 months end...

i have to admit. this is the most torturing, hardest time in my life.....

after my life digelar 'student' berakhir....

it starts a month after graduate, since ak masih bonded ngan petronas, ak x berani nak apply keje kat mana2 company pon...takot in any time pet akan pggl utk duty. tp sbb da bosan sgt duduk umah, takot nnt tmbh lebar je, so i decided utk cari keje temporary. sumpah lama cari keje temporary ni, bcoz byk company yg xnk student yg ada degree to work at their company, sbb diorg tau yg kite xkn stay lama... sigh~

at last, ak dpt 1 keje, dkt putrajaya, a company called Fastcoll. Time tu En.Jaafar yg accept me to work, as IT Exec. He understand my situation, bonded (I hate this word!). But wktu tu contract Fastcoll dgn JPM da nk abes.... so ak sempat keje lam 2 mggu je. My work? Scan file2 lama for backup purpose... Ak ni mmg bodoh gak IT snaye...n keje pon mmg mcm robot..smbil mengenang nasib. what to do...2 weeks duduk depan scanner aje. tp dpt income 500+. ok lah, boleh buat banje sket2...keje kt company melayu mmg sooooo dfference..ak x biasa lg dgn situation tu since time praktikal dl ktorg jarang communicate pakai mulut, slalu pakai YM je, even meja depan blkg ( <-- this is super true), and we communicate with machine more.. staff2 kt stu? diorg ni super cool...walopun kenal 2 mggu ase mcm da 2 taun...

then ak menganggur lg...start cari keje...anta resume, tp tu sume keje temporary, still x berani apply 'real' company.. after 2 weeks, ak dpt keje blk, thanks to Zura (xFastcoll) yg bring my name to KFM (company yg replace FastC). Position -- Helpdesk. Yes, helpdesk.....xde salah taip disitu... +_=

segala apa yg ak penah lalui kt KFM ni, x mampu nk diluahkan kt sini...tp it really show me the meaning of life, politik keje, how hard it is untuk mencari sesuap nasi. well, before this mmg x pernah ase camni, since time study pon tiap2 bulan disuap oleh petronas, great campus life, mmg x pernah sangka dan x pernah tau apa yg ada dkt dunia luar ni, because we're so protected with this powerful position -- 'students'. (if u got what i mean...ayat ak pening sgt ke?)

after 5 months, ak dah berani nk apply job...real job. 5 months tu sgt lama utk ak...sangaaatt lama. but yes, i'm still able to smile. y? i have my fmly by my side... weeee~ ari2 makan hasil tangan mak mmg adelah the most wonderful thing in this worldd~ oh, ade skali tu my mom asked, "xnak cari keje lain ke?" and i replied -- "arini je dah email 8 resumes to different company", and my mom gelak je. yes its true.. ak xpenah menipu lam blog k, (unless stated). dalam byk2 tu, adelah 1 sangkut >> Epson~~

Epson ni alkisahnye my bro yg bgtau ada vacant.. (abg saye da 15taun keje kt Epson..bini die pon). Time g interview die siap tdo umah abg and apply for unpaid leave lg tuh.. oh xpe2, its worth. Their offer? wooo... meleleh air lioq. Basic ok la, standard for degree students (jgn compare with pet pny basic, ok). tp die nye benefits mmg byk n syok.. Feedback from interview .. Positive! Syok3x... dah berangan dah nk tdo umah abg...weee~ diorg siap call lg utk setup 2nd interview...kire da 50% accepted, cume ade briefing sket with their HR. I Lap U lah~

But......tapi........tapi kan....... my 6 months blom berakhir... a few days left....

I'm so happy sampai berangan2 keje kt Epson. Oh, lupe nk cite. the best part psl keje kt Epson nih, u can wear jeans everyday. Kasut and uniform disediakan, kalau pakai tshirt inside pon ok. wohoooo...mmg dream job lah....work as System Analyst.

Tapi, tapi..... the last day in my waiting period....40 min je lg....time tu ade dekat surau tggu Asar. Panggilan misteri tuh.... ak dah agak dah! After borak2 tny kabar lam 2-3min, ayat die cmni :

Z : "Lela, awk free x isnin ni? " (mcm nk ajak date je)

Me : "Nape ye?....." (cuak3)

Z : "Awak dtg la KLCC level 63, amik offer letter awak!~" (nada gembira)

Me : ................................. (speechless)

(bunyi2 cengkerik jap)

Me : "Boleh x sy tau offer sy tu offer apa?" (dgn penuh harapan supaya x tercampak jauh.....)

Z : "Awk dtg la bkk offer letter awk, nnt awak tau la....~~" (masih nada gembira.. =_=)

Me : "Terima.....kasih~"

Yes, that's how my 6 months ended......

In my offer letter : Executive (Supply Chain Management), PCSB, KLCC.

Now, ak tgh menganggur 2 mggu lg gara2 medical checkup yg lmbt siap, so ak akn report duty 16 ogos (tarikh asal 1 ogos snaye). Tp since bulan puasa nih, its good to stay home and rest. prepare fizikal dan mental sblm bekerja keras until......bersara?

Moral of the story :

Kadang-kadang kita ada macam-macam rancangan dalam hidup, ada yang baik dan mungkin ada juga yang tak baik untuk kita. But, Allah knows best! Rancangan Allah tetap paling hebat. After all what I've been gone through, aku redha kan je, setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah. Every time kita rasa susah, just believe..... "Allah duga kita pada tahap yang kita mampu, pasti ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni."

Thank you Allah~