Saye pon nk wish...

p/s : Gambar diatas adalah gambar asli taken by w910i

Hepi Besday Syaz....

(^_^)

At the end...

tgh2 sbuk menempuh hari2 yg mendatang, tanpa sedar, my 6 months end...

i have to admit. this is the most torturing, hardest time in my life.....

after my life digelar 'student' berakhir....

it starts a month after graduate, since ak masih bonded ngan petronas, ak x berani nak apply keje kat mana2 company pon...takot in any time pet akan pggl utk duty. tp sbb da bosan sgt duduk umah, takot nnt tmbh lebar je, so i decided utk cari keje temporary. sumpah lama cari keje temporary ni, bcoz byk company yg xnk student yg ada degree to work at their company, sbb diorg tau yg kite xkn stay lama... sigh~

at last, ak dpt 1 keje, dkt putrajaya, a company called Fastcoll. Time tu En.Jaafar yg accept me to work, as IT Exec. He understand my situation, bonded (I hate this word!). But wktu tu contract Fastcoll dgn JPM da nk abes.... so ak sempat keje lam 2 mggu je. My work? Scan file2 lama for backup purpose... Ak ni mmg bodoh gak IT snaye...n keje pon mmg mcm robot..smbil mengenang nasib. what to do...2 weeks duduk depan scanner aje. tp dpt income 500+. ok lah, boleh buat banje sket2...keje kt company melayu mmg sooooo dfference..ak x biasa lg dgn situation tu since time praktikal dl ktorg jarang communicate pakai mulut, slalu pakai YM je, even meja depan blkg ( <-- this is super true), and we communicate with machine more.. staff2 kt stu? diorg ni super cool...walopun kenal 2 mggu ase mcm da 2 taun...

then ak menganggur lg...start cari keje...anta resume, tp tu sume keje temporary, still x berani apply 'real' company.. after 2 weeks, ak dpt keje blk, thanks to Zura (xFastcoll) yg bring my name to KFM (company yg replace FastC). Position -- Helpdesk. Yes, helpdesk.....xde salah taip disitu... +_=

segala apa yg ak penah lalui kt KFM ni, x mampu nk diluahkan kt sini...tp it really show me the meaning of life, politik keje, how hard it is untuk mencari sesuap nasi. well, before this mmg x pernah ase camni, since time study pon tiap2 bulan disuap oleh petronas, great campus life, mmg x pernah sangka dan x pernah tau apa yg ada dkt dunia luar ni, because we're so protected with this powerful position -- 'students'. (if u got what i mean...ayat ak pening sgt ke?)

after 5 months, ak dah berani nk apply job...real job. 5 months tu sgt lama utk ak...sangaaatt lama. but yes, i'm still able to smile. y? i have my fmly by my side... weeee~ ari2 makan hasil tangan mak mmg adelah the most wonderful thing in this worldd~ oh, ade skali tu my mom asked, "xnak cari keje lain ke?" and i replied -- "arini je dah email 8 resumes to different company", and my mom gelak je. yes its true.. ak xpenah menipu lam blog k, (unless stated). dalam byk2 tu, adelah 1 sangkut >> Epson~~

Epson ni alkisahnye my bro yg bgtau ada vacant.. (abg saye da 15taun keje kt Epson..bini die pon). Time g interview die siap tdo umah abg and apply for unpaid leave lg tuh.. oh xpe2, its worth. Their offer? wooo... meleleh air lioq. Basic ok la, standard for degree students (jgn compare with pet pny basic, ok). tp die nye benefits mmg byk n syok.. Feedback from interview .. Positive! Syok3x... dah berangan dah nk tdo umah abg...weee~ diorg siap call lg utk setup 2nd interview...kire da 50% accepted, cume ade briefing sket with their HR. I Lap U lah~

But......tapi........tapi kan....... my 6 months blom berakhir... a few days left....

I'm so happy sampai berangan2 keje kt Epson. Oh, lupe nk cite. the best part psl keje kt Epson nih, u can wear jeans everyday. Kasut and uniform disediakan, kalau pakai tshirt inside pon ok. wohoooo...mmg dream job lah....work as System Analyst.

Tapi, tapi..... the last day in my waiting period....40 min je lg....time tu ade dekat surau tggu Asar. Panggilan misteri tuh.... ak dah agak dah! After borak2 tny kabar lam 2-3min, ayat die cmni :

Z : "Lela, awk free x isnin ni? " (mcm nk ajak date je)

Me : "Nape ye?....." (cuak3)

Z : "Awak dtg la KLCC level 63, amik offer letter awak!~" (nada gembira)

Me : ................................. (speechless)

(bunyi2 cengkerik jap)

Me : "Boleh x sy tau offer sy tu offer apa?" (dgn penuh harapan supaya x tercampak jauh.....)

Z : "Awk dtg la bkk offer letter awk, nnt awak tau la....~~" (masih nada gembira.. =_=)

Me : "Terima.....kasih~"

Yes, that's how my 6 months ended......

In my offer letter : Executive (Supply Chain Management), PCSB, KLCC.

Now, ak tgh menganggur 2 mggu lg gara2 medical checkup yg lmbt siap, so ak akn report duty 16 ogos (tarikh asal 1 ogos snaye). Tp since bulan puasa nih, its good to stay home and rest. prepare fizikal dan mental sblm bekerja keras until......bersara?

Moral of the story :

Kadang-kadang kita ada macam-macam rancangan dalam hidup, ada yang baik dan mungkin ada juga yang tak baik untuk kita. But, Allah knows best! Rancangan Allah tetap paling hebat. After all what I've been gone through, aku redha kan je, setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah. Every time kita rasa susah, just believe..... "Allah duga kita pada tahap yang kita mampu, pasti ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni."

Thank you Allah~

Say Hellloooowww~

Wazzup2.... new post with my sweety old toshiba laptop... muahx~

Ok, few updates :

- Weekend ni bosan gile sbb duit da abes, gaji x masuk, so mak kate : "mggu ni menjahit je kt umah, xyah jalan2..."....sob~

- I suppose to hang out wif someone today, tp janji tggl janji.... sob lg~

- Felt craft? xcellent...tp lom upload gmba... sabaq na...

- Keje? what? pe tuh? --> niat nk resign tertangguh...misi mencari kerja baru semakin gagah~

- Semakin banyak dugaan melanda... Allah uji nih... semoga saya menjadi insan yang sabar, sbb Allah xkan uji pada tahap yg kite x mampu kan?

Yeah... wateva~

Erm, ok.. just a simple post since sat g nk bungkus laptop n blk putrajaya n wait for Final AF tonite yeahh... ohh Hazama pls menang~~

ok, since da lama x updet, ak nk cite gak.. tp simple2 je keyh :

- I received my 1st flower uolsss... red n white roses.. picture 2 be posted later

- My old2 laptop da bwk blk..owh sian nye die.. sedang buat checkup dan masuk wad oleh Dr. S.. trimas doc, akn ku balas jasamu..

- yesterday stuck at bukit jalil highway on d way blk from puchong...arghh saya ban sume peminat bolasepak...sy benci anda sume... (time tu terasa ak sorg je pompuan kt highway tuh).. da la kene kacau, lom part diorg usha2 ak luar tingkap, impit kete ak, xmo bg ak lalu kuang ajo lak tuh x gentleman langsung... lam ati ak, kalah la team ko mlm ni buwekk.. ada ak kesah!!?? i'm stuck for 2 hours..deng~

- ak dah jd pengedar iluvislam skang...wish me luck!~

- and ak dah terjebak ngan virus felt craft.. br try2 buat sket2.. wanna improve and buat cantek2!

- again, my fren's wedding dis coming saturday.. byknye wedding.. sigh~

- kebelakangan ni, terasa sgt diri ni xde kawan nk hangout..

- duit kehabisann... oh petronas... nape kau seksa daku gini?? y? y?

- makin x suke nk keje kt tmpt skang... exit checklist form tu menunggu je utk diisi...

- kete kene saman, b@e#$ng(&*0n&g mana tah nk saman org malam2 time ade pasar mlm lak tuh... bak kata abg iparku : "xnak org parking sini xyah la buat pasar kt sini...adoii"~

- i've cried a lot these days...

dats all.. maseh~

Sebab cikgu lah...

Cikgu tau x...

sebab cikgu lah..
Saya amik EL arini semata2 nk jumpe cikgu..haha~

sebab cikgu lah..
saya minat IT dan programming sampai arini..

sebab cikgu lah..
saya ada initiatif nak cari biasiswa after SPM n dapat Petronas & UTP.

sebab cikgu lah..
saya dapat buat mak ayah saya bangga..

sebab cikgu lah..
arini saya jadi insan berguna dan berjaya..

SEMPENA HARI GURU, saya nak ucapkan selamat hari guru pada semua guru, lecturer mahupun sesiapa yang pernah memberi ilmu pada diri ni..

Saya syg cikgu....

Thank U Allah... For my Teacher (n_n)

hey little baby...

owh da lama sy tinggalkan die...sian die kn..sampai majuk, rosak terus.. br je belikan earphone baru..post all the way from hong kong dgn harga rm6 (giler murah, org tu untung ke x ntah la..)

it's a give from my siblings waktu br blk umah dari dapat result spm... hoyeahh..

actually spanjang duduk asrama lama gle mengidam nk beli mp3.. (time tu tgh mahal dan howt kot mp3 tuh...hp xde pakai mp3, sume pakai polyphonic je lg...)

tp sbb sy blaja dgn gigih, sy dpt hadiah...bukan mp3 la...tapi mp4... yeah love u brother sister...

~~~say hi to my little baby mp4~~~

I guess...that's it?

It's been a while after my chit chat session with mr.P...
Malas nk cite kt blog walopun ade funny moment time chit chat tuh..haha~

Well, conclusion nye I've made a few BIG mistakes during that time..
Bukan 1 okeyh, tp beberapa byk gak la..
The BIGGEST mistake I've made is to say 'YES'..

Mungkin time tu ak x pikir btol2...ak da penat tggu kot..pressure from everyone..sigh~
Seminggu ak tggu results, time ni lah br terpikir mcm2..
Then I realize yg this is not what I want for my life..
Maybe org len kate ak ngade2...so what? ak ssh ade korg nk tlg? then i'll b alone gak..kan3?

After ak call utk ntak update, die kate cmni,

"u'll know the results definately by dis week..."

sepanjang mggu ak suspen dgn hp... =_=

sampai la ari jumaat, bile blk umah...rasa tenang..
maybe that's it... bkn rezki ak kt stu..
n most important thing,

THANK YOU ALLAH.... for hearing my prayers...

Mak... saranghaeyo~~

It's Mother's Day everyone!!~

Selamat Hari Ibu to all mothers in this world..

Me n my siblings gonna celebrate this together wif my mom's besday on 22nd may..

Besday mak 17th may...so saya bg cuti 1 malaysia for my mom's besday... weee~~ (xpaham boleh rujuk calendar..)

*just sharing utk hari ibu, sediakan tisu sblm membaca..*
KISAH IBU PEMBOHONG

THE.CALL

Its today...

I'm speechless...terkedu..

Happy or sad?

Allah, please guide me through this way...

Flaatttt~~

Ok, saya mengidam flat shoes skarang ni... ade sesapa nk belikan x?

Check this out!!










Ok, yg ni extra je...hahaha...~

sanggup x sanggup?

Tabah lah...

Whenever you feel down or frustrated or mad at something, always say this to your heart:


"Allah sentiasa menguji kite di tahap yang kite mampu..."


InsyaAllah, hati akan terasa tenang sikit...~

Civic, really??!

After a long time, my friend Mr. C sms smlm... juz to share this interesting story.. haha...

Well, cam biasa la borak psl life n keje...so die ckp die da angkat kete baru... envy him~ T_T
So ak tny la die beli kete pe? Ade org ckp die beli myVi? well, let see...

Ni ape yg die reply :

"Honda civic je.kaler biru...."


Honda....civic.....je???!! Makluman utk sume, Honda Civic ni in my list of fevret car, hokeyh~~
So luluhnye hati bile dgr...nk kate hepi ke, jeles ke, marah ke... sob2..so dis wt I reply to him :

"Civic tu fevret ak.sampai ati ko...sob2.ak bli hp br pon utang kad kredit abg ipar ak.sedih kn?"


Haha...xtau nape ak reply cmtu...terkedu kot..i'm supposed to be hepi for him...yaxx..perlu ke? =p

So ni reply die, ok bole tahan sakit ati gak :

"Haha.caye lak die.saga fl je la..."

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Cesss...kene tpu bulat2... T3T

Saya Benci Awak, En. T!!!

Semalam ak blk umah kt langat, waa...home sweet home...

Fyi, umah langat ni cume ayah je yg duduk, mak akn blk 2x seminggu, rabu n weekends, ak plak blk weekends je...so skali pandang umah ni mcm umah bujang ayah.. =_=

Time mak xde kt umah, ayah selalu mkn luar..so bole kate dapur tu mmg kering kontang..ahaks..

Tp part yg plg xbest bile ade En. T ni tiap kali ak blk umah... well, ak plg benci En. T dan sepupu sepapatnye... walopun die akn lari everytime nmpk ak... (actually ak takot/geli kt En. T nih).

So nk dijadikan cite, mlm smlm ak g dapo nk basuh botol air, then ternampak En. T yg lari ketakutan ble nmpk ak, dan ak plak lari blk kedepan kearah mak.. haha.. sape takot sape snaye ni?

Then mak yg td da sedap2 baring tpaksa g amik perangkap depan umah then letak kt dapo ngan umpan ikan goreng.. (bole tahan taste En. T nihh) after dat i swear ak g basuh botol tu dengan kaki tegak (posisi utk lari bile2 masa En. T muncul) XD

Around 11pm time tu tgh dating wif my frens Ms. L dan Mr.C thru sms, ak dgr yg En. T da masuk perangkap!! (dalam hati: yessss!) lalu ak pon melawat En. T kt dapo yg kelam kabut cube lari tp usaha x berhasil tuh.. finally we met, hye En. T~~~

gambaran rupe En. T after meeting me:

Sorry...

I feel bad.....

Lately asyik pakai duit mak je... bukan la directly mintak, but sometimes I need to ask mak untuk bayarkan anything I buy kt kedai ke, pasar mlm ke....

Sorry mak, I didn't mean to...tp mmg situasi kewangan x berapa mengizinkan...

Anak mak xkan lupa jasa mak bile idup senang nnt... this is my promise~

Eh2...ak ade blog!!

last post : july 2010???? omg...

ok, snaye ak xde la minat sgt blogging...just something utk dibelek2 time bosan or free...

nape arini? sbb ak free la..

semenjak sy tmasuk dlm golongan warga bekerja ni...terasa weekend itu sgt best!! especially dpt blk langat n broadband mmg super fast kt sini (putrajaya ujung alam celcom broadband pon bole jd lg slow dr LAN utp...sigh~) seb bek my sista n bro I-L nk pasang streamyx nnt...yeah~

usually weekend ni ak gelar ari membujang...sbb xperlu mengadap budak2 kecik (anak2 buah) ku yg mmg xbole tgk org senang..nk duk depan laptop? jgn harap...laptop ni mcm magnet...kalo ade 3 anak buah kt umah...tiga2 akn dtg panjat2 ak sbb nk tgk laptop (include yg da darjah 1 tu)...aihhh~

tp walopun kt langat ak jd anak tunggal sementara (living with mom n dad only...adik beradik sume dkt umah diorg sendirik), tp ak bole kata.....stgh hari pon x sampai... since my siblings sume duk area selangor... so kejap lg ade la dak kecik bakal dtg...

ok enough talking..opss...writing..

mode : tggu budak kecik datang buat riuh umah mak...

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